Things have been happening to me that have revealed how wonderful my life is. I still struggling to get the next few issues of my magazine out but the process is teaching me a lot. I am finding out the extent I will let myself go to accommodate the people in my life. I asked myself if I should started demanding a very clear amount of respect. But then it takes away from who I am. I need to find a balance between been nice and letting people take adavntage of my helpful character. I started my day looking through a window that reminded me that I am about to engage in something that would draw me closer to where I want to take my future. My hands got cold and wet but I was not nervous. There is a lot of left over confussion. I tried yesterday to be freinds with my ex but got spit in the face. Should I stop been nice to people just cause I have met a lot of pin heads who are trying to pull my emotions back to the being I have worked so hard to remove myself from. I am at work and I am half way to where I need to be for the day. Slowly and surely I will be able to head home.
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