Who I love

I have been honest
The most honest I have been to myself or to anyone around me
I love you
And have loved you since I saw you on that Wednesday
I have carried with me
The understanding that something I said
a week after Wednesday has kept me in the side line.
I have hugged and brushed off my fear
for this reality we now share
Everyday,
Every waking day
I wait for the words 'Morning darling'
To appear so gracefully on my computer screen
The begining of my day
and a smile on my face.
My day is coming to an end
And I am about to shut my eyes
In hope that I will wake
With the thoughts of you
Randomly kissing my brain.