Maybe letting him fly should be the way for me to love him.
We all make sacrifices. But I should not wish him to sacrifice for me only because i'm willing to.
The iphone, I think i'm a late adaptor. I am unwilling to adapt to new things because I feel it is the way of yuppies, I do respect everything I acquire, but does not mean I can help myself loosing it.
That's how I lost my phone, that's how I now own the new Iphone. Thats how my lesson was learnt.
Maybe He deserves to go to Philly. Maybe relationship is not how it was promised. Nothing should ever be how it was said. Things changes, situations change. Maybe i'm holding on to it because i'm afraid it will change him.