Get off my ass

Went to the NYU Tisch Senior show last night. Sidney's work was not as much as I expect. Superfuture kids, highlights the ones that flew from outside New York, there's Sam from Amsterdam, The canadians, San francisco kids, were a touch disappointed. Not by his work ,but the size of his exhibition. He deserve a larger spot with real photos. I am very amazed that superfuture is filled with boys! I was with about 30 boys I"d say, and there are only 2 girls in the group. I felt a little intimidated with all these skinny and fashionable boys around me, therefore I only stayed to my Homies- Dark and Ape. I did not even know one extra name.
2 canadians were left alone and called me at 12 to find dark... Damn, that was sad

STOP SITTING ON YOUR ASS. I say to myself
So the appointment had been scheduled. I have to get off my ltaiwanese drama life finally. Here are my list-

prints
photos
reamp my shit
Want to make my own card. I"m tired of giving my kids' picture to ppl.
TAX!!! tax tax tax
really start to write for WRG Shorty....

Music!
Still in love with Postal Service and Broken Social Scene...
Can't wait till we go to Feist and RJD2!
My sister is coming! oh how much do I miss her. But I never call her

It is not...

I woke feeling a bit worn out but decided to go for a run instead. The more I ran the more pissed I find myself getting. I was angry but what I was angry about eluded me as I battle the cold air that was finding its way fat under my skin through my pores. I spent money I didn't have on my car which I should not be driving at this time. Well, I am gambling with fate now. I feel stuck in this life I am living and constantly feeling that people are very pretentious and it is starting to get under my skin. I watched a movie today and got a bit inspired which I really need. Well, I am getting into one of my "don't want to deal with people mood" again and it will take me a long time to get back into a better mood. Don't get me wrong I am happy with my life and where I am right now, I just feel dissatisfied with the people in my life. Like I have given too much of myself and starting to feel like I should stop the giving. Time to go kill some one on 'God of War'.

uh! its march

Uni panini $15 a pop was a bit much but I have to admit that it was pretty good.Very crowded on a tuesday night and there is only standing room. Decor is beautiful, the chef is the sweetest! Love the place love the food.
El Quinto PIno.

SO I think I should make pancake again this sunday. I'm so addicted to them....

ITs march, and i'm sleepy

Hauting thoughts

I have been in love with you for such a long time and for all this time I have battled it keeping at bay so that we would exist seemlessly in each others lives. We both know where we are in regards to our lives outside each other. In a commited relationship that would be threatened if the other parties knows how deep my affection for you has grown. Sometimes I wonder if it is lust associated with love or pure love. I am a rational minded person and have thought through all that is and all that could be. Do I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I would open mindedly say yes at this very minute or any other time the question is asked. O god I have a scatter brain right now. I know I want you and it scars me that I am about to get run over by a train. You know, the old locomotive train filled with concrete slabs enought to fill the Empire State Building 10 times over. You are my best friend according to my logic, but sharing this with you has hunted me for as long as I have known you.

DangeroUS thoughts.

I saw the posting below and so many things ran through my head. A lot of clean thoughts and a few dirty one. It has been awhile since I had thoughts like that. Now I sit with my Macbook on my lap thinking of how tomorrow will run. I need to be up mad early just to get to Apple Soho at 5:30pm. Well, I am sure I can make it. Still didn't get paid for the Natalie Portman window I did and it is not making me happy. Tomorrow I feel is going to be a very good day, 'cause there are so much to do and and a few interesting people to meet. So I am hoping it will turn out to be a very delicious day. I took my camera out the other day and shoot on the street. Now this is something I have not done in awhile and I do miss that, so I am hoping that it will be the beginning of my return to shooting things and people on the street of NYC again.

sculpted

FOr some time i thought I was alone on this thing. Well i'm glad to see some response. hahaha
Another respond I have here for Edison Chen's Sex photo scandal. Dear Edison is the fly pretty boy that I would also drool over ruined by his little habbit of taking intimate picture with his pretty girls gang in Hong Kong celebrity scene had created some stir over the press.
I got this from another blog. just thought i have to post it in relevance of his problem.
But how come his career is ruined and haven't you learn your lesson from pamela and our dear paris?

Saturday...

My external hard drive dies in the middle of a very important project and I am tried everything I know to get it to mount on my computer. I guess I am taking it to work to get that looked at. It snowed a lot and I wanted to stay out with my camera but I ran out of film for I went to work instead. Damn it. Snowboarding sounds like a lot of fun but I didn't get paid for a job I did so I am not going to have enough money left over after taking car of a lot of things. Well, the day is about to start and I am looking forward to what is going to happen. I have a couch to build so heading to the drawing board to fine tune the details.