Tired...
In the mix of heavy work and pilates, my body is finally saying i've had it.
Enjoyed fabulous lobster meal with clams and oysters. It was the perfect tuesday night out with friends. Chinese new year will be fun and long.
So we're going to Vermont! finally a ski trip this year.
i'm tired and excited!

my sat night

Well I worked whole weekend last week, so this long weekend is best for me to relax a little. After doing nothing whole day, finally got out to Oak's sale. Got some fabulous and simple pieces, met a model and headed to the big dinner and party.
Pacha was definitely a more "mature" experience as most of the crowd was as old as my father, and I ensure you that my dad could be hottest of all. My grandpa was pretty hot as well. I don't know why my cousins are not as handsome. Actually maybe Daniel was handsome, but I don't know what he looks like now. (okay enough about my family) Well all the bootie shaking nail salon/carry out looking people really horrified us. As I dont' know how the club was so hot and listed... then we went back to park

as for friday night- Au Revoir Simone

Totally forgot Karl bought tickets for me. And I barely listened to the album before heading to our beloved Bowery Ballroom.
Dark and I went to Ryan's Naked boys photo exhibit. Really nice shots and colors, but we're not up for penis. Thanks Ryan for the great show. Met Paolo, Juan and David at the bar then Ate at the Le French Diner again, I always love their great frenchie food.
Finally the concert, April March with the whinny lead singer was just... a little too much for us. Found Karl, Trish, Raila, Laurie and Yonna. Thank god Karl did not get rid of my tickets, cause those 3 girls were amazing. It was too girlie for Dark. But he enjoyed the show as well.
Check the girls out. lovely beats, lovely vocals, and lovely show. photo is the girls with all the rest of the opening bands.

Lust Caution- M is back in town

First thing i come back in NYC- was to be a proud Chinese girl. I have finally saw Lust Caution as almost everyone I met had ask for my opinion over it. I have heard it was long, it was blah it wasn't that great. But I really liked it, Don't listen to others, I always believe in seeing it for myself. But as for Cloverfield, I will do the screening after DVD release.
Lust Caution was great from pacing, set, costume, acting and directing. I think the sex was great, haha and it was so nicely done. Every scene was necessary and I really don't think it was too much.
As for concept wise, it was pretty regular movie for me, not much to say about the story line.
Simple script and done in a great job.

Munchen

Left on Friday, the 9 hr flight was definitely hard for me to fall asleep. My neighbor and I woke up and sleep on exact opposite schedule. December boys companied me when I was awake. The Munich weather was beautiful, and we arrived safely on Saturday morning. The airport had BMW advertising as expected. With creme colored Mercedez taxi, we arrived to our little stinky hotel safety. The huge bathroom with rails total took me by surprise. Also heard Heidi Klum is everywhere cause she is like the best thing Germany's ever had.
After a day of work, we had our first great Bavarian dinner with Snitzels, Goose fat spread and beer. The only phrase I learnt, I used last night and it had good impact. hahaha Hanging out with people from Italy, Germany and the USA, of course there would be some language exchange. Although they all know english pretty well.
2nd day was the big day. My first presentation was... I thought was well, but i guess it wasn't so good as I thought. It was hard cause we had to do presentation twice for everything. At the end of the day with all the comments and critic, I was so tired.
Same as the 3rd day, only the Jagermeister Onder gave totally released me and I was partying. Well my crew from US definitely showed the European the way to party. hahahaha
4th day was another hard day, but all in all is Yes! I finally been to Germany, only had couple hours in the city, but it was more than I could have ever.

YOU AND ME.

A deep fried fish, rice, tomato stew with goat meat. green veggies, juice, ginger beer, family and a lot of love in the air. The year is ending with a lot of happiness and a lot of joy. I have wonderful people in my life and I am glad that they are here for me when I need them. I miss you not been here but completely understand that you have to be with your man and his family. We have grown to know much more about each other. Hope you are having a wonderful time and I hope to see a lot of you with happy smiles on your face this coming year. ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY LIFE.

Stars

Listening to stars, hearts. the voice of amy always heals me.
Its nice to have a stay home day.
Having normal day is like trying to reach the star.

The sound of mourning comes everyday only to remind us how to face death.
Death makes life more valuable and makes the living worth life.
It will be hard to even move a penny once i have lost my body.

How does sadness for such love can ever end?
Remember someone is remember their beautiful soul.
Memories are the only tomb stone can live in hearts.
She will always be the one, and when you look at the stars, you see it lights.
Lost souls are far, but always to be found.
I will help you get through it.
I will, even that means to jeopardize everything we have built. Too considerable became not considerable.
Love is worth sacrificing and life is worth sacrificing.
This one time I will not step back.

There is no light under this neverending tunnel.
Words twists into thorns crown, and please crown me.
The pain will bear with me, as we all do for each other.
Maybe all is only for thousand years later, you can recognize my love for you.